sooo lets see thanksgiving morning got up way too early for life. got ready and all that jazz and then left for new jersey. we decided to go to my grandmas house cause we want to keep with tradition. and i think its the best way to still "have her around." i think she would have wanted it that way. so we left at like 9 and tried to watch the parade on little portable tvs that died in like half an hour. when we got to NJ we watched the rest. i love that damn parade lol. then my parents went to pick stuff up while i watched that 70's show for hours and my sister slept. my aunt was supposed to come early but she ended up coming really late with a 20 pound turkey. haha. good times. i made my banana cream pie and my mom made her sweet potatoes with marshmallows and we had diner at like 10, after CSI: lol and when the turkey was finally done. it was a nice diner and reaaaally good.
the next day we slept in a little then got ready cause Mike was driving up from the city. we watched some xfiles cause thanksgiving break wouldnt be complete without it. and then we went to the mall. it wasnt all too bad. i got some really cute clothes and a csi book annnnd some shoes. very cute ones. cristina, mike and i went to walmart after the parents didnt want to go out anymore. it was fun. that night we smoked a little outside and then watched some more xfiles.
the next day we packed up, had breakfast, went to give catherine a gift and then left to come back to the city. we got back pretty late and so we had time to eat a little thanksgiving leftovers and then my parents drove me to the airport. it was already packed. when i got there vito called and told me his mom wasnt going upstte and she could pick me up. the flight was awsome as usual. i love jet blue lol. and then vito was there at the gate waiting for me. i went down to get my baggage and we missed eachother but then i ran back up and found him lol. so then we decided to just go back to his moms. so we hung out there and he made some pasta. he gave me a present he got me over the weekend. it was this book on kittens and how to raise them right. it was so freakin cute. i really want a kitten ahhh. so ya we read for a while and then went to sleep. woke up late the next day and then his mom drove me home. it was good to see him and he said he missed me.
so when i got home sunday i was all blah and everyone was either busy or not around. i watched my usual CSI: and random crap on tv. and i really missed vito. its starting to suck cause im getting bored of the empty house and not having vito there. and things are going pretty well between us. but its probably cause we miss eachother and appreciate the time we spend together more. it still sucks though.
today i met him for lunch. he was so happy to see me and told me how much he missed me the night before. we went to eat at sbarros and talked about a lot of stuff and how he is doing with his doctors and stuff. im glad he is trying so hard and doing so much better. im really proud of him. it must be hard but hes getting there. and its good to talk to him about it. then we went around campus cause he had some offices to go to.
i hung out with rocco for a while which was nice. always awsome. i need to hang out with him more ;) and we went to the lgbta office for a while. it was nice to see everyone there. its been a while. i feel so bad but ive been so caught up with other crap. dana was so happy to see me. love that girl. later on i helped vito grade some papers during his break. i always tell him i would be awsome as his secretary. he laughs at that. he laughs a lot more these days and looks at me with so much more sencerity.
then i went to meet the kids at berts. i love them to pieces. it was really good to see them. i hate that i dont live on the dorms. i would always be hanging out with them. it sucks. they are such great people. then i went back to the math place cause i left my jacket in vitos office. one of his students tried to talk to me a bunch and she was cool but it was odd lol. then vito and i waited for his mom to get there and i took mah bus home just in time to catch CSI: wow, im lame lol.
i need more people i can really talk to. like really really talk to. i love my friends a ton. and they are all great. but i need people i can get deeper with. i think the fact that i dont hang out with them THAT much is the problem. i really need to get on that. i just feel like people keep me at a distance or something. like im different or they cant be as personal with me. i dunno what it is.