Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

no more...

i don't know whats with me anymore.everyday it gets worse and worse. i was fine for a while and now i am all depressed again. i just feel that utter dispair in me like i don't want to go on i dont want to do anything. and i am really trying to get out of it and not think about it but it keeps hitting me and i keep crying. i don't want it to start all over again. i am so sick of this depression crap.

i tried to work on the Rex site thing cause thats what i do. i create web sites. but i'm out of cool ideas. i started something though. atleast i tried.

the i found out theres gonna be a flickerstick concert on sept 12th in NJ. i'm gonna be in buffalo at school then. i need to find a way to go. i dont care if i have to miss school.

its too early for me to go to bed cause i know i wont fall asleep for hours. and all that will be running through my head will be how i can just end this life of mine. i wish someone would just come and get it over with.

i hope i dream of flickerstick...

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