Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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i wanna be a rock star...

I had to leave my guitar at home. That was really really sad. I wanna play it now so bad and its no fair!!!! All i want is to do that. School is like so irrelivant now. I got another letter saying i got below a 2.0 and i'm gonna get kicked out if i dont raise my grade. go me. Thats the last thing i need right now.

I burned myself again last night. I dont know know why, i just had to do it and it felt so good, like my body needed a release. I realized how upset i was under all the greatness that i felt in me. Its there. i can feel it trying to surface and i keep pushing it back. But i need to get through this. I have to. Its my last chance of redeaming myself.

"Passion. it lies in all of us. sleeping, waiting, although unwanted, unbidden it will stir, open its jaws and howl. passion is the source of our finest moments. the joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief."

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