anxiousI burned myself again last night. I dont know know why, i just had to do it and it felt so good, like my body needed a release. I realized how upset i was under all the greatness that i felt in me. Its there. i can feel it trying to surface and i keep pushing it back. But i need to get through this. I have to. Its my last chance of redeaming myself.
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"Passion. it lies in all of us. sleeping, waiting, although unwanted, unbidden it will stir, open its jaws and howl. passion is the source of our finest moments. the joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief."
