Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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something just isnt right...

I had a really REALLY long good conversation with Josh tonight. we talked for like 3 hours which was just amazing. I finally told him how sad i was and how much i hated my life. He was really trying to help. We talked about a lot of important things. It was great. We have all changed and i think that was bothering me but we have to accept the new us and see that we can still be friends anyway.

all i want is to find inner peace and i just cant find it. i was so close and then it just came crashing down. I am just so sad. I am just going though life blankly and i dont know what to do about it. i just want to cry, and die, and sleep all day. and i am so lonely. such a loser. everyone thinks it in the back of their mind. Its undeniable. even josh told me he does. and i knew he did.

whats the point of being in this world if no one notices you...

I think i am in love with josh.

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