all i want is to find inner peace and i just cant find it. i was so close and then it just came crashing down. I am just so sad. I am just going though life blankly and i dont know what to do about it. i just want to cry, and die, and sleep all day. and i am so lonely. such a loser. everyone thinks it in the back of their mind. Its undeniable. even josh told me he does. and i knew he did.
whats the point of being in this world if no one notices you...
I think i am in love with josh.