Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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it didnt turn out hte way you wanted it to...

So me josh and his little buddy girl lorianne went out tonight. I dont think i have ever had to deal with a more heart wrenching moment in my life. and through it all i put on a happy face and smiled my way through it. They were flirting non stop. it was really weird. i felt like a 3rd wheel. but i blame myself anyways cause i knew this was gonna happen. i was setting myself up for it.

it all started when we went to diner. they were just so damn cute with eachother. then we went to andreas room and they were like picking at eachother and leaning on eachother. and i knew from then on josh would be totally going for it.

when we got back from the party we went to get andrea and went to hang out in his room. i almost didnt stay cause i just couldnt handle them anymore. but I decided to bring Se7en down and we watched that, so it took my minf off of it. but during the whole movie josh was getting real comfy with me. like moving up against me and wrapping his leg around mine. i just dont know. what the hell am i supposed to do?

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