so i think i figured out what i want to do. more or less..hehe. i want to do photography. I have always been really good at it and my dad was one, so maybe its my calling!
tonight was such a bummer. i mean it was fun and me, andrea and jeff hung out, but i felt sooo empty without josh....my drug. I really felt like down and not feeling well because he wasnt here. yeah i am so sad. but i dont care. i just keep reminding myself that he gave me a flower =)
"When you are with me I'm free. I'm careless, I believe. Above all the others we'll fly, this brings tears to my eyes. My sacrifice."