Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
brandinsbabe

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yeah, this is my life

So after Josh's whole RA ness i decided that it was just never gonna happen between us, no matter what. So i am just gonna be the best, best friend i can ever be to him. Cause right now i have been acting totally bitchy to him just cause i like him and i dont like the fact that i like him. Plus the way he acts? it pisses me off. So i am just not gonna let it get to me anymore. I am just gonna be there and be nice, cause thats what he wants. So thats it for me. I will not get lost in love, or pulled in and be taken over by it. Cause i cant do that anymore and its not fair. Its gonna be ahrd as fuck but i really have to do this for me so i can stay sane. What i see in him is everything i want, but everything i cant have. SO i mine as well just get over it. He cant be my drug anymore. i have to quit...
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