Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

i feel really cold and numb right now. and kinda shaky.
i tried to kill myself last night. after a while of just letting the blood run i got sick and tired of waiting.
plus i was feeling dizzy. i figured if anything i would just go to sleep and never wake up.
but i did.
and now ihave his huge gapping wound on my wrist that i dont wan to look at.
and i dotn want to see anyone or talk to anyone.
and i dont think i am gonna update here much anymore.
i just feel way too numb.
lik ei just stare into space endlessly,
and i dont even care.

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