how teh fuck are we supposed to heal and pull ourselves together if while we are doing that, everything else is falling apart? i just feel like crying and i wonder why i didnt just finish what i started.
it never ends...
so i email vito and he tells me that i am gonna fail the class cause of my absences and that we have a test wednesday. wtf. ok so i guess i had it coming, but i just cant take this anymore. i cant do all this at once. i have nothing left in me and i am so trying to find something, anything to hold on to. but if i keep having all these things thrown in my face then how can i????
i feel like i am being pushed to the edge and people just wont stop pushing. they want me to fall of the edge and they dont even care.