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waitin for 5:30am... 
13th-Mar-2002 03:48 am
so its 4, and i am still up. surprise, surprise. i am trying to study but i keep doing everything else that i possibly can not to study. I am even doing other homework. I just dont get math. I cant even explain why. Its just that everytime i think i get something, i go to the next problem and my confusion starts all over again. i wish i had english homework right now.

And then i just start drifting off and thinking about random things, like how much i am not looking forward to going home for spring break. its like a week away from here. Away from my friends and all the people i care about and would much rather be with. i mean, i will make the best of it, i just hate having to force myself to deal with things when i shouldnt have to.

i'm kind of mad that Emily didnt even say goodbye. I should be really mad but at this point i dont really care. I am just gonna care about the people that take the time out to care about me. lol i sound like a corny self help book now. it will pass. hehe

"The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it."
-W. M. Lewis
Felix- to the left
13th-Mar-2002 07:25 am (UTC)
Good morning! How did your psychology test go? I hope you did well! Your last journal entry (not this one, but the one right before this one) was so uplifting. I am continually amazed at your determination and strength. You are truly awesome.

Don't know how this would work, but...maybe I could help you out with your math homework? Math is my strongest subject (and my favorite--yes, I know, I'm a dork!), and I tutored in high school. I'm not the best, but maybe I could help explain things to you so that you could understand them better...although like I said, I can't quite figure out how that would work on the Internet. Just a thought though. Let me know!

Emily told me a little about what happened with her visit last weekend. Overall, she deemed the experience "weird" (not just the time she spent with you, but the whole weekend altogether). Don't let it get to you, though. It's like you said--care about the people who care about you. I know that might sound a little harsh, but hey, if it works, go for it. And hey, how did you do the rainbow line? It looks so neat!

Hope you have a wonderful day! Don't get sick--it's not fun! I'll hopefully see you online later...Bye!

P.S. You rock!
13th-Mar-2002 10:31 pm (UTC) - Re:
psych test went awsome. it was the easiest test i have ever taken.

my math is like all graphs and stuff so that would be hard over teh internet hehe. i pretty much have math help though =)

The emily thing was very weird. and she hasnt even talked to me about it. I'm actually kind of insulted, but not in a way that would make me feel bad, just in an 'ugh, i cant believe her' kind of way.

i hope you are doing good and feeling better. love ya! bye
13th-Mar-2002 12:21 pm (UTC)
Hey;) I just got back and I wanted to stop and say hey. I hope your hangin in there:)
13th-Mar-2002 10:28 pm (UTC) - Re:
i'm trying. stuff has been rough, and weird, but i am trying to get through it all. i hope your good too.
14th-Mar-2002 12:18 pm (UTC)
Well, I'm really glad to hear that you're trying... I'm trying too!
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