Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
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april fools day

This is probably the first april fools where i didnt play a joke on someone. lol. you can tell i am preoccupied. I think my friends are starting to feel it too. but i feel better then ever.

i went to class, and then vito and i went to get my tongue pierced. it hurt like hell but i think it will be worth it. i really cant eat though lol. that might be a good thing too. then we hung out and went to the record store and tops to pick up a few things. We came back to my room and i was just in a really weird mood but he made me feel better, like usual. it was just really nice to be with him today. we started talking about stuff though and i realized that i really hate talking about my stuff. it just puts me in a weird mood, like i want to be huged but hurt at the same time. must be a dad thing again. but he did actually make me feel better which is usually a hard thing to do.

so after a really good night, vito decided to go home and i went to hang out with josh and andrea. i feel like i havnt seen them in ages, so we reconnected. they are all pretty busy too though with their own stuff so it was ok.

i really like how stuff is working out for me right now. I am not doing totally great in every sense, but i am putting myself back together and thats all that really counts at this moment in time.

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and in a dream i'm a different me,
with a perfect you, we fit perfectly
and for once in my life i feel complete...
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