Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
brandinsbabe
  • Mood: contemplative

just a thought...

Sometimes i try not to think. cause when i think, my mind gets full of thoughts that i just wish i could push away again. I think back to the way things used to be a long time ago, and the people i used to know. and it makes me sad, so i push it away and pretend it just never exhisted.

But sometimes i cant help it, and i think about it, and it all comes rushing back. every feeling, every pain, every memory. and i just want to go back there, no matter how bad it was. i dont know why i do this to myself, but i guess its moments when i feel better that i let myself go back there. and then i realize that its too much, so i escape from it again and hope that it doesnt make me to upset and lonely all over again....
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