and another thing i am sick of is everyone expecting me to be happy all the time. i'm not gonna be happy cause i am not a happy person. if i am happy once in a while then just accept that and make the most of it, and if you dont like me when i am being myself then stay the fuck away from me. simple as that.
whew, now that i got that out of my system i feel a lot better. now i am off to catch up with a bunch of stuff, and talkign to Amanda. So glad shes back =)