i woke up late today, it felt good though, i didnt really have anything to do anyway so it was ok. I do have stuff to do actually, but that can be done at any time.
i dont want to go home for the whole summer so i think i am gonna work soemthing out and try to stay here for a while. Its time i took responsability for my own actions and did whats best for me, not whats best for everybody else. i know i could do it if i just tried hard enough. so thats my goal for the time being.
tonight Josh's dad is coming and is doing a stress program that i'm gonna go to. it should be cool. those things never really worl but i'll give it a shot. Then I have to go talk to Jon to get the clinton tickets which i feel really bad about cause i have been meaning to talk to him and hang out with him and now it will look like i am just talking to him cause of the tickets, which is so not true. ugh