Take the "How slutty are you" Test
created by sami
lol i think this is totally funny cause i am so not a slut. they are basing this on crazy things people will do...hehe.
i am kinda upset right now just thinking about stuff. too much time to think. Vito and I just talked on the phone and i kinda feel bad cause i feel like i left him with stuff to think about that wasnt exactly good. so i might or might not go to see clinton tomorrow cause i dont really want to and some people just have to watch what they say.
i have to be stupider then i thought. i dont know why i keep doing this. i cut myself again just cause i was upset and i had such an urge to, and it felt good while i was doing it, but afterwards i was just so mad at myself for it. i always do that to myself. and i always feel like less of a person when i do it cause its so not normal, and its like proving to everyone that i am fucked up and there is something wrong with me.
now its like 4am and i just wanna go to sleep but andrea wants to come over and talk to me cause there was a cop at her door. i wonder whats up...