everyone is outside playing and enjoying the sun, which is nice to see, and everything is pretty much good with me too, so it all works out.
i wish there were some things i could just erase in my life. like start over with a brand new slate. I wouldnt change much, but there are some things i would definitly fix. Mostly about myself. some things are just so deeply imbeded in me right now that its hard to change. i try as much as i can, especially if it bothers other people, but this is me...you know?
today i have to work up a whole thing to convince my parents that i can move into my own apartment in the city. this is so not going to go well, but i am not putting off to the last minute like i usually do with uncomfortable things, cause enough is enough with all that.
summer should go better then i thought it would have.