calmand now i just want to talk to him, but he wants to cool off, which was what i wanted to do too, but i cant stand people being mad at me. And thats not even the case here. hes mad at me and he has every right to be, i just want to tell him how sorry i am.
so i am sitting here trying to just think about this rationally, and not cut, and not smoke pot, and not try to escape it. i just need to deal with it. so i am gonna study for math, cause i need to do good on the test tomorrow no matter what, and i am gonna look for apartments and not complain about it cause that is so silly of me. and then i am gonna go to bed, and go to class tomorrow, and see him, and just hope that he feels better.
oh, and mary is a two faced bitch. but i dont wanna get into that right now :(
